Sweating All Over Me

*Sweat....Once again I never been so miserable and disconcerting. It was when what had happened felt like imprinted in my mind, so creepy and horrible. I woke up early in this morning because something was wrong with me. I didn't sleep well and wasn't comfortable with the restless night. Something must have foreshadowed for today, and yet I didn't know about it not when I experienced the day.

I started feeling jitter this morning because I didn't read about the "undang" for today's test. I thought it was nothing but easy job for me. Though the reality would doubt my conviction as a punishment for my laziness. On the way to the destination, a horrifying accident occurred unexpectedly and a surge of deja vu enveloped me. It was familiar, which I couldn't actually figure out the what was the resemblance between those of accidents I had witnessed and this latest one.I had no idea about it until now, it was strange for me......

At last, I reached the center with my friend and waited for our turn to take the test. Now then everything had clouded my mind. All at once, the test seemed to be an unpredictable gamble for me, as though I was going to take the risk and lose in the game. When it was time for the verdict, it was my time to die. I really couldn't believe my own eyes when the GAGAL appeared in front of me so abruptly!My whole body was like got struck from the lightning and then got stoned to my seat and scarcely had any energy more for me to stand up and leave from the room. It was the gloomiest moment in my life for ever!I never had GAGAL this stupid word in my life before!

I wasn't going to reconcile myself to such impromptu failure because I would never let myself go back home with fruitless result. I won't return with the stupid GAGAL result and be a moron flouted by my dad and mum! I believe when there is a will, there is a way (it wasn't until I met my failure). Thanks God once again for letting me passed at last! I got LULUS! Hooray!Gosh gosh gosh! I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw LULUS too hehe. 

Just so you know, I went back home with good news but bad news too because I had to pay RM27 for the "ulangan". ;_; What a mixture of bad egg and good soup for me......

I got knocked up today for using too much brain energy. =P I thought I deserved the comeuppance so that I learned the lesson. I won't do anything at the last minute again....Never never never again!Be serious from now on! Bear it in mind bear it in mind......

Bear Edward in mind will be the best!!! hehe.........

Never Been So Embarrassing

Good luck has never been on my side though I have to fight for myself against all bad lucks....It was when everything went against my wishes and awkward moments came across me today.I was late today, bashful to say.It wasn't the first time for me because I did the same yesterday .I didn't mean to repeat the same mistake but seemed like the God didn't passionate for me for my sake. Poor me, I got the trap from that old principle and also his "servant"as well. Not to mention him here because otherwise somebody will recognize him and sneak on him about my gossips.

These two days weren't easy for me as I was being the one who caught people's attention. Though luckily my friends were members of the LATE-TO-SCHOOL gang and automatically i was of course one of the members.We late ones were treated like detention during the assembly and had to endure the teachers' drawls. How boring, how lame was the minutes striking on. Eventually we had to reveal our bus card as a pass for us to enter our class. Same boring classes were continued to go on.......

Something had appealed to me in one of the classes. It was slightly different from the other subject but normally I ignored that subject particularly the most.It was the most "unimportant" subject for me in those last years which turned out to be Sivik. Mr.Siva, a temporary teacher for the Sivik subject of our class. I learned a new quote today, which I freakingly will bear it in mind.......

"Live as though you are going to die tomorrow,

       Learn as though you are going to live forever"......

I'm not sure if I got it right...but it was the quote in my mind now.......

Stifled To Death

My eyes are hardly opening now,my eyesight is blurring and getting to its limitation.Days are getting are getting suffocating now,leaving no space for me 2 take a good rest.I feel myself even older than before as piles of work stack in front of me.Honestly school teachers are not lenient enough to spare us from lots of homework.They are always the pesky ones whom I disgust the most!

It wasn't until I got caught by a stupid guy(not teacher of course).Yea,he made me no excuses to extricate from the task which I'd been appointed to unreasonably.He is always nasty and crappy as well whom I dislike too.Poor me today as I was forced to make a our-school-St.John Ambulance introduction in front of many juniors.It was awkward and embarrassing to have presented impromptu!My hands couldn't help from quivering and shivering non-stoppingly and even my voice quavering as well.I was so desperately nervous trying to scrambling a way out!

Though every nightmare had its ending as well so was the one for me.The jitter wasn't ended not until I was prepared to get back home.I was totally knocked up by today's school day!I got back home late today because of that stupid introduction.And now I have to sit in front of this abnormal pc again to work restlessly for that stupid Bio folio.For what sake I need to work so hard till I'm nearly pooped!Hmph!It's outrageous!I know deep in my heart that it's all for the KATAK'S sake 'cause I never want to be reprimanded by him awkwardly in his lesson! 

So so so...I gotta work harder for the folio now.I guess I gotta stay up tonight again,not to mention burn the midnight oil as an exaggeration....what a traumatizing nightmare for me after the one in this late afternoon......

Damn Things For Me For The First Day Of School

2009 is coming without my great expectations.For me, it's such a cloudy and stormy year for me as so much formidable prospects lie ahead of me.Though it's inevitable and somehow I shall accept it as my destiny.How poor am I.....And it's the first day of school day today, which is a fact that I'm unwilling to deal.

It trigger my madness even more when I couldn't wriggle out of the offer to be a monitress in 5Y (what a stupid new name for 5S1).Before it I have to post a shout out about our 5S1 class has become 5Y instead.It's so sarcastic when I knew every class has changed its class name as well, not only our class.It's ridiculous that the class alphabets are named after the name of our school Yuk Kwan. Fortunately, there is no 5Z for being the most brainless class in Mrs.Manimala's says last year.I couldn't believe that my originally 5S1 class has become 5Y!!It's so hard to open my heart to welcome the stupid name!

My heart wasn't going to stop bombarding not when I knew the fact that had made me furious instead!All jitters and fears had gone completely when I had no ways to extricate....Poor me...though nobody will passionate me.......All the cruel ones had totally immersed in the dire predicaments which had no turning back.Is it my destiny that I have no options but to accept it?? Why!Why me?I really hoped that I hadn't entered the stupid class and took the offer.Still, it's still one word - inevitable.

Nothing will delight me except Edward Cullen, the most charming guy that I wish someday he will stand still right in front of me and smiling his crook smile which I love the most. Hope the TWILIGHT dvd will soon release so that I won't have to crane my head for waiting it.

Time to manage those lame things....schoolbooks....club introduction speeches...and the most funky one is Bio folio for the sake of KATAK. Pray that I'm not one of his prey in the next lesson as he had mentioned furiously: " I want your Bio folio on my table in the next lesson."Oh my god, is it foreshadowing that there is something formidable and yet 'interesting' thing to happen?