I am an ordinary 16 year-old high school student who is tremendously nervous now. I racked my brains to solve the teething problems everyday. Life just keeps going on against my wish. How meaningless. Hate that I could do nothing to it. Sometimes I feel helpless, nobody helps me, nobody knows my thoughts……Nothing….There is nothing for one to know about…

I wish everything would start from scratch, starting all over again to brush away all the misfortunes. I have fed up with the homework, studies, relationships and everything in the world now, feeling it’s worthless for me to devote my time on it. It’s all for nothing, but disappointment that fills my soul and eventually drives me to the hollowness. Feeling hollow will be the emptiness of my soul. Could somebody lend me a hand to save me from the sorrowfulness.

If I could do something to fill all the imperfects……If I could figure out something to decorate my life……If only my destiny would fall upon me and change my entire whole life….for everything it could do………Whatever……

nEvEr bEEn A weLL beGiNNiNg

End-year exam is just around the corner and I have not got prepared for it.....My eye bags are growing darker and bigger now since I get to bed very late everyday.I don't really like my life going on unbalancingly and get wearied easily in the day time.I'm facing great difficuly in dealing with the unhealthy lifestyle.Though it is to no avail in coping with my unhealthy lifestyle since I'm putting my nose to the grindstone for the oncoming exam.It is indeed a grave sacrification for me in order to attain an excellent result in the exam.

It has never been a well beginning since I got into 4S1 class....My results turned worse this year and I'm not going to end up my end-year exam like the mid-year exam!Come rain or shine I will take back what I have once lost and have been thought ruefully about it.Still it is useless to cry over spilt milk for the passed mistakes.Why don't I start a something new and perhaps I can change the destiny by my hand.The wheel of destiny is always mastered by the owner but not itself!For me, I believe it...........