The Return

OMG it really has been a long time since I have updated my blog, nor did I bother to check my friend's blog. I know it's too bad to abandon my blog in this way but I could barely have time to spend on blogging since i have been irrevocably addicted to facebook. It is an illness. It is a sickness. But how can I steer clear of it as my laptop is right here lying comfortably on my table? It is spontaneous for me to just put myself with my almost swollen butt riveted to the chair and check on the updates on facebook.

It's nice that I have found my blog eventually, for my MUM's sake. Thanks to her for asking me to check on her blog or I would never update my blog too. LOL. It's time to turn in now. Sleep tight. Perhaps I will consider update my blog everyday from now on 'cause all I have is time. Though what more can I write as I'm bored to death at home? Nothing is worth sharing I think =.= Though it's not bad to just write something what I feel too.^^

GOOD NIGHT

Knocked Out

PANGKOR OR REDANG??

Jenson Button

The first sight I riveted on this 29-year-old guy on the tv I was inescapably obsessed with his charming smile, his sparkling eyes with vivid expression.......Doubtlessly, this guy whose name is Jenson Button has impressed me with his outstanding racing skill in the F1 Malaysian Grand Pix.

Birthday: 01/19/1980 
Birthplace: Frome, Somerset, Great Britain 
Occupation: Sport 
Sign: Capricorn 

Introducing Jenson

Your F1 hero?

I don't have one, but I used to love the racing between Ayrton Senna and Alain Prost in the late '80s and early '90s. I liked James Hunt back in his day, but not necessarily for racing reasons.

What's on your ipod?

Lots of different stuff, from the Eagles through to the Pigeon Detectives. There's lots of dance music on there as well.

Your best movie of all time?

I still think Pulp Fiction is great, and Swordfish is good too. I think Quentin Tarantino is great.

Your favourite actor?

John Travolta.

Are you a good cook?

No, not at all. The best thing I ever cooked was broccoli and Stilton soup, and I know it was excellent because my mum told me so! Although I can't cook, I love food. Fish and pasta are my favourites, and Japanese food is high up the list too.

What's your daily exercise routine?

It's not a routine because I vary it every time. But on a normal day, I have two sessions: a Cardio Vascular session and a weights session. The CV work could be anything from a sprint of 45 minutes to an endurance session of three hours; the weights session could also feature some core stability work to strengthen the abs and the lower back.

Your secret to a happy life?

Being surrounded by fantastic people, and I'm very lucky in that way. And being able to laugh at yourself is important too.

Something that you never leave home without?

Underpants and my Ray Bans.

The last book you read?

Interpretation of Murder by Jed Rubenfeld. It's excellent.

If you weren't a racing driver, you'd be a...

I haven't really thought about it, but I know I couldn't sit behind a desk. It would have to be something which involved fitness and something fast. Something that got the adrenaline pumping, so probably a sport.

Stressed Out

I can hardly cry out yet I suppressed it in my heart. My soul has been overruled by the stress, which has nearly crashed me down. I can hardly breathe, I can hardly tell anyone....I hate the fucking mother school. I hate the teachers deep in my heart. Hate them for giving too much homework and causing a hill of homework piled high on my table, which has deeply depressed me. I hate the teachers for being unreasonable. Aren't we students human as well? Don't we need a break as well? Why don't the teachers see through our problems as well?

Well well well....... Another nasty task is pestering me now. The NGO of St.John Ambulance is just around the corner, which appears to be on the next week. Perhaps Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday and I'm gonna dead for it! WHAT THE HELL! Why didn't the teacher inform us earlier and couldn't he stop informing us at the last minute! I hate a bolt from the blue and it often makes people feel awful and panic. Now there is no more time to waste, no more time to arm ourselves as well! Moreover, we are lack of members to take part in the competition and we are facing hard time to recruit members in a short time! Everything is such a mess and we are panicked when we get the "good" news from Mr.Shahori. What a jerk! 

It sucks when I'm forced to take part in the stupid NGO competition! There is no way to back out now! Not even complain or grudge about it! All the days before there has been lots of homework queuing up behind waiting for me and I have been put in the dilemma on how to finish it all in such a short time. Teachers are losing their screws in these days and they have unreasonably demanded us to accomplished the given tasks in an urgency while the moron principal has called out to hand in our exercise books to him for a check. I've missed the classes for two days and I wish not to skip the classes anymore next time. So can I back out this time?? 

The Driving Test

I woke up as usual today as school day. Though I didn't attend school. There was no more important than the driving test that I was going to attend. Get the PASSED license was the priority while school was just an alternative option for me whether I wanted to go or not. Although I could skip school today, I still concern about school homework. There had been a stack of books piled high on my table since I'd neglected the homework in school due to my driving lessons. Books were scattered here and there around my table and I had no idea how to finish it off! I was in dire predicament now! 

It was awfully torturing to have driving lessons in the evening as the scorching sun released its sultry heat to the earth. I being the candidate had been suffered and sacrificed a lot. Driving under the burning sun could have peeled me off! Thank goddess I wouldn't have to take the driving lessons from no on! I was free! I was finally unleashed and broke free from the tiring driving test! Though there was hardly any word which could describe my feeling after I'd been through those inescapable and dying hardships. I paid for it and I tried all my best in order to achieve my goal-- PASS the driving test and get a P for proof!

I was getting fussy and nervous when I arrived at City Ipoh. Needless to say, there was a tremendous amount of people waiting there, be they candidates or the testers or the examiners and whosoever. It was disappointed to know that I was one of the third batch candidates although I'd turned up quite early. How come! I had no choice but to cool my heels for my turn. There was one word that I suppressed to belt out -- SHIT! I really wanted to blurt out the SHIT word! 

Day seemed to be unusually long and prosaic to be as I'd nothing to do but to stare lifelessly at those candidates sitting for the driving test. When is my turn?? I couldn't stop from pondering. Even in the morning I could already feel the vehemence of the sun. Time faded. I was no longer waiting at the reception but at the opposite booth. The atmosphere was filled with tense. Watching at those candidates driving up the slope and then unfortunately sloped down  frightened me. And some of them were failed by the relentless examiners. There was no even second chance or compromise for your clumsy mistakes during the test! No more mistakes than one or you are going to prepare to accept the fact that you are failed and then you can go home after you have signed your name. That's the rule. Sayonara. 

Fortunately, I managed to do well in the test and made no flaws not until I was going to drive the car back to the original route. I was clumsy. I'd lost my screws today. I thought I was going to do the other parking test after I'd done the first one. I was absentmindedly wanting to sheer to the other way not until the examiner shouted at me. He shouted:" Miss, where are you going to drive? Get off the car and come over here to sign." Then he came to my car and drove the car back to the original route. The next candidate was coming to get in the car!Gosh, I nearly cried out! Was I failed? Failed! I couldn't believe myself and stepped awkwardly towards the examiner. He gave me the papers to sign and I was nearly passed out. I thought I failed. I even didn't have the gut the see the result. I approached Kar Mern glumly and she asked for my result. It turned out that I'd actually passed the test and there was no doubt about it! God bless me! All the concerns had swept off now. Then I could sit for the road test! 

I drove very slow on the road and meticulously watched out for the road condition. I didn't even dare to speed up! Anyway, drive slowly without being panicked is the best policy! At last, I managed to get the PASSED! Today really meant a lot to me. It was unusual from the normal days. I'd gone all out to achieve my goal and now I'd finally got what I want. How blissful today was..... How special it was to me...... All I need to held my patience is to wait for the release of my P LICENSE! But the fact is I can't even hold on to one minute anymore to get my license! Thank goddess..... I'd finally made it out by my own self.....

April Fools' Day

You Know What They Say About Fools...

• It's better to keep your mouth shut and be thought a fool than to open it and leave no doubt. --Mark Twain
• However big the fool, there is always a bigger fool to admire him. -- Nicolas Boileau-Despréaux
• [Politicians] never open their mouths without subtracting from the sum of human knowledge. -- Thomas Reed
• He who lives without folly isn't so wise as he thinks. -- François, Duc de La Rochefoucauld
• The ultimate result of shielding men from the effects of folly, is to fill the world with fools. -- Herbert Spencer
• Sometimes one likes foolish people for their folly, better than wise people for their wisdom. -- Elizabeth Gaskell
• Looking foolish does the spirit good. -- John Updike
• Let us be thankful for the fools. But for them the rest of us could not succeed. --Mark Twain
• A fool sees not the same tree that a wise man sees. -- William Blake
• A fool must now and then be right by chance. -- Cowper
• It is better to be a fool than to be dead. -- Stevenson
• The first of April is the day we remember what we are the other 364 days of the year. -- Mark Twain

P/S : There wasn't much fun today although it's April Fools....... The only thing I'm getting nervous and fussy is I'm going  to attend the driving test tomorrow.... How dreadful the feeling to me.... All the best for me and wish that I can luckily pass the test  without fail......=)

You Are Not Sorry by Taylor Swift

All this time I was wasting, 

Hoping you would come around

I've been givin' out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taken me this long baby

But I figured you out

And you think it would be fine again

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby, 

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

Oh no, no, no.

Looking so innocent, 

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waitin' in the cold

And you got to share your secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby, 

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You had me crawling for you honey

And it never would have gone away, no

You used to shine so bright, 

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby, 

Like I did before

You're not sorry.

No, no, Oh.

You're not sorry.

No, no. Oh.

P/S: I like Taylor Swift this singer. She is adorable and daring and her voice is just so sweet. I really like this song. This is one of the songs included in her latest album - Fearless