Sweating All Over Me

*Sweat....Once again I never been so miserable and disconcerting. It was when what had happened felt like imprinted in my mind, so creepy and horrible. I woke up early in this morning because something was wrong with me. I didn't sleep well and wasn't comfortable with the restless night. Something must have foreshadowed for today, and yet I didn't know about it not when I experienced the day.

I started feeling jitter this morning because I didn't read about the "undang" for today's test. I thought it was nothing but easy job for me. Though the reality would doubt my conviction as a punishment for my laziness. On the way to the destination, a horrifying accident occurred unexpectedly and a surge of deja vu enveloped me. It was familiar, which I couldn't actually figure out the what was the resemblance between those of accidents I had witnessed and this latest one.I had no idea about it until now, it was strange for me......

At last, I reached the center with my friend and waited for our turn to take the test. Now then everything had clouded my mind. All at once, the test seemed to be an unpredictable gamble for me, as though I was going to take the risk and lose in the game. When it was time for the verdict, it was my time to die. I really couldn't believe my own eyes when the GAGAL appeared in front of me so abruptly!My whole body was like got struck from the lightning and then got stoned to my seat and scarcely had any energy more for me to stand up and leave from the room. It was the gloomiest moment in my life for ever!I never had GAGAL this stupid word in my life before!

I wasn't going to reconcile myself to such impromptu failure because I would never let myself go back home with fruitless result. I won't return with the stupid GAGAL result and be a moron flouted by my dad and mum! I believe when there is a will, there is a way (it wasn't until I met my failure). Thanks God once again for letting me passed at last! I got LULUS! Hooray!Gosh gosh gosh! I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw LULUS too hehe. 

Just so you know, I went back home with good news but bad news too because I had to pay RM27 for the "ulangan". ;_; What a mixture of bad egg and good soup for me......

I got knocked up today for using too much brain energy. =P I thought I deserved the comeuppance so that I learned the lesson. I won't do anything at the last minute again....Never never never again!Be serious from now on! Bear it in mind bear it in mind......

Bear Edward in mind will be the best!!! hehe.........